shrink down,to fit through these holes.
Wednesday, November 10, 2010 11:07 PM /
to topHOW can people like Andrew Belle be so fckin talented in creating musics like his?
In my Veins,All those pretty lights,I'll be Your Breeze.
the first three im addicted to.
Sem 2 started this week.
and justttttt as i guessed, RESEAT for fckin maths.
dreads me to see her face again.
It really depends on the circumstances, where you HAVE to chose your friends.
Definitely applies for this.
I guess
they who belong in that circle, only do for a reason.
Amuses me to realize how less chaotic and DRAMA-FREE life has became since i deactivated facebook.
I really thought it would be for a matter of days, but its surprising how i dnt feel like reactivating that shit back.
Would be pretty lame if i said the reason i did it was because, face it or not, FB IS FULLA SHIT.
Half the people you add/add you are total strangers, or even if you do know them, you act like you dnt in reality, or your so called FRENS are the ones who wanna shoot them in the head oh-so-badly.SYEAH.explains it.
Maybe that, or maybe it just irritates me to look at people who act like they actually care for you, bt god knows what they say behind your back.
Assholes who act like a saint, but
we know the kinda slut you actually are.
Sometimes all we need is a little break from all these materialism, really.
Thursday, October 7, 2010 2:36 AM /
to toprooftops ♥
Well that was merely random. (:
Skipped coll yesterday. woohoooooo
& felt tresss lazy again to wake up this morning -.-
pfsh laziness is kicking in again.
yea PURFECT TIMING. this obviously happens when finals are 2 weeks away.
& that reminds me of the humiliation i got after my math teacher caught me copying the whole damn assignment paper. its weird tho cause she was laughing.
HAIH. I cant even tell you how muchve of a bad experience i've had/have with MATH teachers.
:(
We watched the movie Blind Side for English today. Its a prettyyyy good movie(: Tho i dnt really get what 'blind side' means by the movie which means i have to watch it again -.-
But i guess its not that muchve a bad thing. Cause really, its a good movie.
okay so WHO CAN GET ME PARAMORE TICS?!
Im so fckin broke i dnt even wanna talk about it:(
Well maybe im just being dramatic, but right now i'd rather spend 168bucks on daily needs than ONE ticket.
EEE i sound like a bozo. fml
MISC: Me and baby jeannette are on a mission to LOSE FATS. teehee .
I hope i dnt give up halfway, notttt this time.
I'd better go now.
Have got a fckin 1500words long report to die on.
BAI
♥
OH ANDD screw you mufcks who pass that FAKE video of ONION NEWS or whatever that is, saying Justin Bieber is a 51year old pedophile.
Seriously, get over yourselves.
all along the way i was yours to hold♥
Sunday, October 3, 2010 5:03 AM /
to toplol im so in the very gay mood today:)
so LET ME BE.
Tho dnt get yourself all excited, im not talking about reggae. :D
fcin embarrassing, tho it was fun in a way?
Lol im laughing thinking about what Brindha told me.
AHAHHAA YOU SUCK BIG TIME.
Anyhoo, GUESS WHOSE LEGAL TODAYYY.
:DD
One crazy celebration we had eyhh.
Since i cant see you today, heres A BIG FATTT HUG.
Im
sorry and
thankyou for just about everything.
Truth is, i'd rather watch us fight than fall apart.:)
To sum it all up, YOU.ARE.MY.BACKBONE.
Nuff said.
ILYSVM BESTIE
♥
Thursday, September 30, 2010 9:12 AM /
to topFirst off, WHAT ON EARTH is up with facebook eyh?!
Nawww i guess i shall get a twitter account. (:
Two things that has been keeping me occupied and oh so happyyyyy.
GOSSIP GIRL & GLEEEEE :DD new seasons.
TO.DIE.FOR. i was talking about the ever so sexy Chuck Bass. and im guessing now its clear to all you blind people. nobody could EVERRRR rock vintage better than the one and only.(:
The past few days has been tressss boring that im actually looking forward for coll.:/
EXAMS ARE IN THREE WEEKS. like whaaaathehell.HOW did one semester fly by so goddamn fast?
Its not like i hate college, but waking up every morning and cracking ur head up on what to wear is a total bummer.
Talking about coll, toadly flunked eng test for sure. how the fck do you expect me to brainstorm on POLITICS. nuff said
Currently staring at the ZEBRA-PRINTED STRAIGHTENER ashie got me from aussie :)
shall go get an adapter soon.:))
Well the updates.
Narans bday was good. food was GOOOD. and was good catching up of course:)
It was Zami's Birthday todayyy:D Had lunch at Bubba Gump. foods deff not as tasty as it USED TO BE.
Zam zam had to leave aft lunch as she had to go babysit sick Huda.
So while waiting for my mom, Jeannette baby and I decided to play pool AND SHE TOTALLY BEAT MY ASS. lol fine now i'll admit i suckballs.
Sth BIG&EXCITING to look forward to tomorrow (:
Will dish in a diff post.
It just occurred to me, so facebook really is where people make total FOOL OUT OF THEMSELVES.
Seriously do you actually think a big fat lie is gnna bring you anywhere close to MAKING UP?
tho really, it was cute to TRY. lol. and whats most IRRITATING. updating STUPID statuses and then commenting on it saying IT WASNT YOU. deprived of attention much?
Oh and acting all gangsterrr eyh. SO FUNNY. arent you'll an entertaining duo (:
No fake nor rival is gnna bring us anywhr.
When we know the whole reason behind this whole damn thing is outta your own insecurities.
Do your self a favor and grow the fck up.
its okay not to be okayyyy.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010 9:29 AM /
to topSHOOOT ME as i've been the laziest bum to blog for i cant even remember how long.
But i've got the sudden urge to blog and so im not gnna ignore it this time. Its about time anyways.
I really dnt know what happened to me updating evry damn week.
The reason i started to blog is well, to look back at my posts and LAUGH, & FEEL EXTREMELY STUPID for even writing half of what i wrote. hahhh
So well i can be letting out a whole lotta shit but I AM NOT cse i really have no idea what on earth is happening around me.
The only thing i've been doing is going to coll and act like nothings happened, putting evry fckin thing behind, going with the flow.
Which is weird cse im usually the person to THINK AND THINK AND THINK and feel emo and suck up and TALK THINGS OUT even if im not the one whos supposed to ,only because i was an emo btch back then who didnt wanna lose ANYTHING/ANYONE.
Oh and im fckin glad im not all that gay anymore, as i realize that it was exactly the reason why ppl take advantage.
College i have to say has been better than ever. :)
Prolly the reason why im even surviving.
Im bored of people who stop talking to me whenever they feel like the dont need to.
As far as im concerned, if someones gnna mean ANYTHING AT ALL to you, why on earth treat them like fck.
And so this time arnd, just so you know im not gnna get drunk crying on the ph TO TELL ILY nor am i gnna pretend like nothings happened WHEN YOU FINALLY get on ur fckin senses to patch things up.
You may be pretty good at that. But i choose not to please your asses.
Grrrrrrrr. Truth is, i am just so mad at EVERYHTING.
ppl who
never appreciate,ppl whom i dnt even
recognize anymore,ppl who would give me up over their own issues,fake coll btches who tries to fit in so bad,HORRIBLEEEEE SERVICE AT PINK,douche bag who thinks im childish and like seriously,
so much for being there when i need you. fcker. Im so mad that even facebook have the tendencies to piss me off. :/
I know im gnna wake up one day and feel extremely fcked for what i've chose to become.
But i guess its about time.To
let go.
Saturday, June 12, 2010 1:38 AM /
to topNot gonna go on about how i havent blogged in decades.
After all, procrastination is my middle name.
So besides how messed up things have been lately, YESSS im surviving.
Its normal for life to fck you up whenever you feel like things are finally going well,anyway.
Exactly 24 days till I start coll.Soooo very excited in a jumping up and down kindve way.LOL jk, im shit scared.Okay maybe not shit scared,these are the only things i have to worry about:
-what to wear on the first day.
-the even weird people in college
-people staring
-peopleeeee.
But i totally have no prob on starting over at alllllll.More like looking forward to it.Not like high school was muchve a great thing anyway.So i guess COLLEGE it is. :)
And by starting over, i deff do not mean ditching old frens and getting new ones.
Bt maybe,just maybe, I shall start collecting bestfriends TOO.
Mumbai Se was shit.Dnt feel like going back again.Heard The Palace is nice.Shall checkkkit out. But the next is deff SPACE. I need some real clubbing,please.
Was with Nimi,Phar(yes PHAR like aft agesss :)),Kim,Brindh and Tania at Bangsar last Thurs.Wondering how Nimi was there?Loll these crazy A-levels people(except Tania and I) just finished their exams.Finals if im not mistaken? So yayyy i've got two long weeks to bug Nimi's life.ngehhh.
Was out with the boyf yesterday.Went to Tropicana to get my dresssss.I'M IN LUFF WITH IT zomg.The mall's okay, nothing to shout about.Left early to go pick Alwin up from Mid.Was supposed to go Souled Out but mannn it was shit crowded.The atmosphere tho was like, whoah.
But we actually settled to a place which I thought was tres coolerrrr.Its called GEO'S/Joe's Place Hartamas on fb.
Am going back there A HUNDRED MORE TIMES till i get bored ;D mwahahah.
And im dragging Azie alonggg.
My Ash will be down for a monthhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.Im so excited i can cry.
I've tonnes of place to crash in my head already.lol
AND ZOMFG! I got stuck in the fckin elevator just now, ALONE!! It literally jerked and like stopped moving.I panicked like fck.And these are the times when i dnt bring my phone along la grrrr. RINGGGGGG THE ALARM. fcktard alarm, no idea why its even there. Kick the door, and it opens. PHEWWWWWWW.
Im strangling the bastard maintenance officer tmrw. no shit.
Have got Priya's sisters 21st to attend later.
And training tomoro.I loveee my job la. NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY. I think its gnna bring me farrrrrrr.
♥
catch me.
Thursday, May 27, 2010 4:25 AM /
to topHave you heard Catch Me by Demi Lovato?
Damnnnn shes pretty.
Bt god knows why the fck shes dating Joe Jonas.
Btw, thats exactly what the song's about.And i loveeee songs like this.
:0
And Tim Mcgrawwww :D
Ngehhh anyway,havent blogged in a long longgg time.
Wouldnt use work as an excuse, been just so blardy lazy.
And heyyyyyyyyy last night was fun!
Im talking abt the part when i get to drive kudis car lolllll.
Sneaking out till 5am is fun yaw!
Oh shit ok forget i mentioned that.
Did you knowwwwwwwwwwwwww?
I finally passed my blardy driving!ooohweee. lol
Yea i know, like fckin finally.
The past few days wasnt so good.
I'll tell you why.
My sister whos supposed to help me in what she was so fkcin enthusiastic about earlier, totally got carried away with some other stuff.So basically she doesnt wanna do ScoreA anymore, not even help me get prospects.
I swear it didnt just piss the FCKKKK outta me, it also made me so fckin upset wei.
And they cant even blady get that?
IT SUCKS TO KNOW YOUR OWN FAMILY WHOS SUPPOSED TO BE SUPPORTING YOU ALL THE WAY JUST LETS YOU DOWN not even half way through.
Whatever.
Teaches me one heck of a good lesson tho, its better to do evrything on your own cause eventually everyones gnna fck you up.
And about the ppl who expects to invest in and be rich in like A WEEK?
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I invested just as much or maybe less, But i worked my butt off for 3 weeks, out almost evryday, prolly presenting when you were sleeping/online/ YOU NAME IT. And oh how muchhh i dread waking up at 10 in the morning evry damn day( yea i know its not as early, but IT IS FER ME), getting dressed & then theres nothing to wear or either my hair would be a total bitch ass.
Not forgetting the amount of rejections i've got, even the people closed to me thought it was a stupid thing to do or as unsupportive as they are, theyll laugh at my presentation. YET none of that let me down.Oh and of course not leaving behind the biggest let down from my own mom and sister.
& no im not even being a dramatic btch.
Cause it all reallyyyyy paid off.Am definitely earning double the amount i invested.
So tryyyyyyy and make a little sense out of what youre doing, just the way that I, they did it.
THATTTTTTTTTT NIGHT was the shizzzz.
A little advise, never sit in a car with your enemy.Or in this case, with someone who used to be ur enemy.
Cried like a moron watching The Notebook.Like how can anyone not?
Love stories should be alot more like Nicholas Spark's.
So blardy cheesy,romantic you wish it happened in reality.
I think B.O.B and Hayley Williams Airplanes is a masterrrrpiece.
♥
