catch me.
Thursday, May 27, 2010 4:25 AM /
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Have you heard Catch Me by Demi Lovato?
Damnnnn shes pretty.
Bt god knows why the fck shes dating Joe Jonas.
Btw, thats exactly what the song's about.And i loveeee songs like this.
:0
And Tim Mcgrawwww :D
Ngehhh anyway,havent blogged in a long longgg time.
Wouldnt use work as an excuse, been just so blardy lazy.
And heyyyyyyyyy last night was fun!
Im talking abt the part when i get to drive kudis car lolllll.
Sneaking out till 5am is fun yaw!
Oh shit ok forget i mentioned that.
Did you knowwwwwwwwwwwwww?
I finally passed my blardy driving!ooohweee. lol
Yea i know, like fckin finally.
The past few days wasnt so good.
I'll tell you why.
My sister whos supposed to help me in what she was so fkcin enthusiastic about earlier, totally got carried away with some other stuff.So basically she doesnt wanna do ScoreA anymore, not even help me get prospects.
I swear it didnt just piss the FCKKKK outta me, it also made me so fckin upset wei.
And they cant even blady get that?
IT SUCKS TO KNOW YOUR OWN FAMILY WHOS SUPPOSED TO BE SUPPORTING YOU ALL THE WAY JUST LETS YOU DOWN not even half way through.
Whatever.
Teaches me one heck of a good lesson tho, its better to do evrything on your own cause eventually everyones gnna fck you up.
And about the ppl who expects to invest in and be rich in like A WEEK?
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I invested just as much or maybe less, But i worked my butt off for 3 weeks, out almost evryday, prolly presenting when you were sleeping/online/ YOU NAME IT. And oh how muchhh i dread waking up at 10 in the morning evry damn day( yea i know its not as early, but IT IS FER ME), getting dressed & then theres nothing to wear or either my hair would be a total bitch ass.
Not forgetting the amount of rejections i've got, even the people closed to me thought it was a stupid thing to do or as unsupportive as they are, theyll laugh at my presentation. YET none of that let me down.Oh and of course not leaving behind the biggest let down from my own mom and sister.
& no im not even being a dramatic btch.
Cause it all reallyyyyy paid off.Am definitely earning double the amount i invested.
So tryyyyyyy and make a little sense out of what youre doing, just the way that I, they did it.
THATTTTTTTTTT NIGHT was the shizzzz.
A little advise, never sit in a car with your enemy.Or in this case, with someone who used to be ur enemy.
Cried like a moron watching The Notebook.Like how can anyone not?
Love stories should be alot more like Nicholas Spark's.
So blardy cheesy,romantic you wish it happened in reality.
I think B.O.B and Hayley Williams Airplanes is a masterrrrpiece.
♥
Friday, May 21, 2010 4:35 AM /
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I guess today was the only aftnoon aft a longgg time i could actually sit my ass on the couch and watchTV!omgg how i miss my channelE!
But it doesnt matter, its all fer the good. :)
Through all that, i still think i havent took this any serious.Having at least an appointment a day, getting blank when ppl ask me questions, and sucking at presenting is deff not how it works. grrrr fml. lol jk, lifes good =)
Hahahha am so fascinated by LOL jk groups, arent youuu?
Anyway, to start off where i left.
Penang was gooooood.My apartment for once, was sea view.nuff said :)Do i even have to mention about the food? Ngehhh totally explains why i lovelove that place.
The weather was a bitchhh tho.Bt no worries, sunblock saved me.
And seriously if you think Pelita's all that great, noh you have not tasted NASI KANDAR BERATUR.I could have that for a week straighttt.
Aft penang its all work,work,work.
Out evryday prospecting.Too busy to even give a fck on the things i used to.
I swear keeping yourself occupied is the best way to ditch all your misery.
Remember those days where i used to stay at home like a loser,feeling useless as ever,jobless,facebook stalking, lol JOKING.& those were the times when i used to give a flying fck about everything thats happened and not about the things thats about to happen.
lol.SHOOOOOOOOOOT ME. bt yea, i was stupid&bored.sofckit.
And as what Nimi's status says, change is the new law of life. :) So, change!
Do you dream about prolly someone you dreadddd the most being your fren, frequently?Because I DO!
Bt no i dnt dread her as much as i used to, or wish she gets banged by a car anymore.Ahahahah. Yes i used to hateee that much.NOTTT LIKE YOU CAN BLAME ME.
And its not anythingggg, i just have better things to care about than adding my enemy list.
People might hate the fck outta you,and if you hate back it isnt gnna make you any better.
So i think we shall all forgive, bt never forget. :)
And about the rest of em bitches, SORRY bt i triedddd.I still feel like punching ya'll in the face.
Lol bt gimme a week or two till i take it all back.
ZOMGGG. how can I NOT MENTION THIS? lollll. My dear louis vuitton aka Anan bought me a chain from tiffany&co.a super late bday gift bt still weiiiiii. so thoughtful :)
Ott, leadership training yday was blearghhh.No im not saying its stupid, it just made me feel like shit.Dont.want.to.elaborate.
I got my phoneeeeeee back.lol dk why im even so excited.At least it has LMFAO as a ringtone and I can stop feeling so embarrassed taking the nokia out in public.
Space's off tonight.Am gonna go have the milo ais kawww i've been craving for now.
& badminton with the gang tmrw. lollll dont ask.Bt am sure its gnna be SO MUCH FUN.
Friday, May 14, 2010 9:32 AM /
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I wantttttttt to create a tumblr. heee :D had this sudden urge of having one aft stalking ungkunats. I swear i could browse on it forever. Fashion is totally what i belong to la i guess.Wait till i hit that five figure neshs been driving me in about, then imma shop like theres no tomorrow. big dreams.
My job today was amazing.2 sign-ups in a day yaw!Lol not much i know, bt still these were the instants :) Which was a pretty good thing as today is exactly when i thought to myself, im gnna go all out on this la.And aft a really longgg time, i can stop feeling like a useless loser who stays at home and dream of coach handbags.
Am going to Penang tmrw & very surprisingly im over the whole not going for Pitbull thing.Doesnt seem like muchve a big deal anymore.Mum even asked me if i wanted to stay and go for it bt i declined.She made it so obvious she was asking me halfheartedly bt it was still a slight chance.Its okay, we can all go fer JAY SEAN :)
Fcker just came in and irritated me.Haddddddd to right.Be fckin jealous i'll be earning more than you!
People are not as supportive anymore.The only person im holding on to is Nesh cause hes been so nice in every single way.Btw, thats exactly what my emo fb posts were abt.At least im not as easily manipulated as em.Im sticking to this.
Saw that boy today.Damnnnn.why why why.Crazy how he looks just as hot as two years ago.Totally reminded me of form3 days.I swear i would do anything to bring fm3 back.When life was so easy and less dramatic.When i never knew what it was like to cry yourself to sleep,love someone so much you wish you never did, or actually hope you had swine flu and died so you wont havta to face anybody ANYMORE. how the fck you expect me not to hate it.
And no i dont think about you.Im sorry.Im way too busy.Ok fine, thats an excuse.We've prolly been together for too long that we've lost that touch.Or its prolly cause the fact that being with you ruined my life doesnt, never seem to let go of me.So fck that shit.
Have fun at Pitbull my dear Tania Assssley :D ilysvm.
p/s: it doesnt piss me off like it used to sucker, IT MAKES ME LAUGH.
bummer.
Tuesday, May 11, 2010 1:33 AM /
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Been staring at the blardy comp screen for about 20minutes and yetttt i still cant start a post. shooot me.
Well today was beyonddd horrible :/ The one thing i thought i'd be pretty good at turned out to be so dreadful. Yes, im talking about driving.How can i not be good in it?That, im still tryna figure out.But i guess the whole reason behind my misery is the fckin CLUTCH! hateee manual cars.
Fyi, i failed my slope :///.So i've gotta re-sit and face my fckass of an instructor again.Yuck.I really wanted to get it over and done with.& not see that fckers face ever again.Not like i have a choice, do i?Personally i think hes english's as bad as his teaching and im totally short of practices.Was soooo mad felt like punching his flat ass face!
Besides disastrous driving lesson, life couldnt get any better :))
Lol, ignore my emo fb posts.Am so lazy to talk abt it.Its nothing, really. :D
Joined that business i was talking about.& i think its aweeeeeesome. lol.
one, it keeps me occupied.Been out almost evryday. lol not forgetting the amount of cash i owe nesh for petrol.But hes been a sweetheart.
two, its awesome, really.To those who thinks its a scam etc, i've no comment. You wouldnt know what youre missing out on.
three, its webucation.And education never dies. so why worry?
four, im making money already. (;
And this time if you wanna ask me out, i've really gotta check my schedule.HAHAHHH.tak bleh blah.
Ott, Pitbulls party at MOS was aight. Had the usual fun with the two most favorite ppl,Yeap, im talking about TaRk :) Clubbing can never be any fun without them.Bet Ashleys kembang already. :D Oh and btw pitbull wasnt there.It was just like an intro party.Music wasnt as great.MOS still cant beat Space wei.& MOS bouncers can go die for making me walk arnd with my fckin high heels. pfsh. And nottttt forgetting the transvestites who were shouting at Ashley and I outside of mos.hahaha.was blady hilarious. "Kao ingat kau cantik ke?" ganassss.Deff the best part of the day.
Oh and guess whoooooo finally came to their senses? :D haha. nottt gnna blog about it la.
Can you imagine im ditching pitbull for a holiday?? bummer. But i guess its time i put stuffs like these aside, and spend quality time with the fly.Since mom's also been extremely cooperative with the bsness investment and stuff.Cant remember the last time we even went on a holiday. Bt yea i know its pitbull. grrr, sacrifice :(
Glee new episodes this WED. :DDDD
the overdueee.
Monday, May 3, 2010 3:20 AM /
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Thats itttt.NO MORE procrastination.
Been so blady lazy to update my blog.But this, i must fill you up with.
ANAN&NADIA'S BDAY! It was kick-ass.yeap,kick-ass is the word. :)
23.4.2010
Had dinner at Mantras.Was greattt catching up.Havent seen my dearest Anan,Nadia and the rest of the gang in a long longgg time.Tania and I bought Anan topshop boxers.I think its sooo cute.Hah.See it for yourself.
lol superman much.
We also got Nadia a necklace.Hope she liked it.Tho it definitely cant beat what Anan got her. HE GOT HER TIFFANY&CO BRACELET!!! jealousssss.
Nimi and Zara were supposed to surprise the both of them with the cake.But Nad was kepoh so she peeped.Hahaha.Was hilarious.And just like Bubba Gump,Mantra too stole the whole TGIF way of birthday celebration.Just that this time they had to lick ice-cream. :s
Was contemplating between Coco Banana or the new club(the former Barc) but ended up in Republic instead.
mandev,romz,venkat,nadia,me,tania,anan&zara
We made sure the both of em drank up a Flaming Lambo.Tho hot waiter suggested another shooter for Anan. :D Cant remember whats it called.& the rest of us settled with bacardi.
Lol I clearly remember this drunk woman who randomly started dancing with us and she kept kutuking the dj.Her other drunk fren knocked Anan on his forehead and grinned like a moron.Hahahha.Anan just stared.
Decided to leave Republic and to go to the nearest mamak.Walked out and they started playing MizzNina and Colby O's what you waiting for.Pause.Scream.Get back inside.
Followed Romz back since bobs was gnna fetch me from her hse.Had our gossip and magee mee session aft a longgg time. :)
p/s:cant you see how i couldnt care less.