Friday, May 14, 2010 9:32 AM /
to topI wantttttttt to create a tumblr. heee :D had this sudden urge of having one aft stalking ungkunats. I swear i could browse on it forever. Fashion is totally what i belong to la i guess.Wait till i hit that five figure neshs been driving me in about, then imma shop like theres no tomorrow. big dreams.
My job today was amazing.2 sign-ups in a day yaw!Lol not much i know, bt still these were the instants :) Which was a pretty good thing as today is exactly when i thought to myself, im gnna go all out on this la.And aft a really longgg time, i can stop feeling like a useless loser who stays at home and dream of coach handbags.
Am going to Penang tmrw & very surprisingly im over the whole not going for Pitbull thing.Doesnt seem like muchve a big deal anymore.Mum even asked me if i wanted to stay and go for it bt i declined.She made it so obvious she was asking me halfheartedly bt it was still a slight chance.Its okay, we can all go fer JAY SEAN :)
Fcker just came in and irritated me.Haddddddd to right.Be fckin jealous i'll be earning more than you!
People are not as supportive anymore.The only person im holding on to is Nesh cause hes been so nice in every single way.Btw, thats exactly what my emo fb posts were abt.At least im not as easily manipulated as em.Im sticking to this.
Saw that boy today.Damnnnn.why why why.Crazy how he looks just as hot as two years ago.Totally reminded me of form3 days.I swear i would do anything to bring fm3 back.When life was so easy and less dramatic.When i never knew what it was like to cry yourself to sleep,love someone so much you wish you never did, or actually hope you had swine flu and died so you wont havta to face anybody ANYMORE. how the fck you expect me not to hate it.
And no i dont think about you.Im sorry.Im way too busy.Ok fine, thats an excuse.We've prolly been together for too long that we've lost that touch.Or its prolly cause the fact that being with you ruined my life doesnt, never seem to let go of me.So fck that shit.
Have fun at Pitbull my dear Tania Assssley :D ilysvm.
p/s: it doesnt piss me off like it used to sucker, IT MAKES ME LAUGH.
