bittersweet eighteen.
note to self :
ALWAYSSSSS follow your instincts.
I'll elaborate later.
I'll start off from the day that ruined my almost-purrfect eighteen birthday.
The day that i woke up at 6 in the morn and asked mums permission for a total last minute shopping plan with Ashley at KL and she actually agreed to it, miraculously.
I should have known then that something was gonna go wrong.
So i oh so excitedly got off the bed half eyes open,brushed my teeth, packed evrything i needed & left to Ashley's with my pj's.Felt so bad for disturbing in the wee hours of the morning.Went up to her room and got cozy in her bed as she was still half asleep and blabbering something about me calling her at 4am when i actually called her half an hour ago.lol. I loveee her room.Its dark&cold you can sleep forever :)
Woke up at 10am and got ready.Took a blady KTM which made us wait for half an hour.
I OFFICIALLY HATEEEEEEEEE THE FCKIN KTM! reason? keep reading.
These two old hags sitting next to us were bragging among selves,both trying hard to make the other jealous.
The Malay one carrying a fake *cough*Roxy handbag was boasting about her husband buying her a 11 000 bucks ring when her fingers were empty, also about she eavesdropping her 'girls' asking their daddy to buy her a rm46 000 bracelet.
The other chinese with her fake RayBan wasnt as creative so she just lied about how she spent 30bucks on a seafood in Pyramid. But her face was so annoying i felt like punching it.
LOOOOOL
One thing i've learned over the years,
PEOPLE WHO BRAG ARE PLAIN LIARS!
I know a hand fullve people who have everything yet they never brag & thats only cause its real.
So bragging is basically a lying detector.
Ate KFC instead of the usual MCD.The cashier was a weirdo so we got free cheezy wedges :)
Then, we shoppeddddd.
Everything were lower than 50bucks. Yes, sg.wang is definitely the new sunway yaw!
I have no idea why i havent been visiting so often, I probably should :)
We also checked out Bloody Ink. tattoo shop :D I have yet to design my tattoo but i really am planning to settle with a star.After all, the only reason i was attracted with tattoes were because of Rihanna's.
Bliv it or not, i had this voice in my head which kept on going about the phone and what'll be the consequences if i lose it.But I ignored cause i've been using the phone for a quite a while now and it has been with me to many places, including train/bus stations in my side/back pocket.Yet i remember putting it inside my bag but taking it out again cause for some reason, i received many calls that day and the ringtone wasnt as loud as it usually is.
Yes, very weird i know.
So i was in the ktm, and it was packed as usual.We were crowding to get in and this asshole was in front of me pushing/blocking my way.I didnt pay much attention to him as much as Tania did.And neither did i notice he actually slipped his hand in my pocket and TOOK THE PHONE.fckin pickpocket. I realize as soon as i got on the train but it was too crowded to go back and i was so blady panicked.It was obviously too late to catch the bastard then.
Never have it crossed my mind a thing like this would happen to me.Cause this is obviously not my first time taking a public transport.Im always taking public transports.& I've always taken the fckin ktm, with my phone in my pocket.
I guess it was pure bad luck and probably a wake up call.
It was then when i start thinking of how i used to ignore the 'BEWARE OF PICKPOCKET' sign.And it was then that i realize if this could happen, anything worse could happen too.Also how extra careful i should be next time.
It also made me feel so stupid for ignoring my instincts knowing how true they can be.
The only thing i cared about is Roshi.Since its her phone.Im left with no choice but to get her a new phone.WHICH I OBVIOUSLY AM. To those who act all sad on fb,keep your sentiments to urself. I've already checked out and will get is as soon as possible.
Things like these happen and its not like i lost it on purpose or cause i was careless.
Was really not in the mood for my birthday by then.
But yea i wasnt 'down' cause of that.I know i'll definitely be replacing her LG crystal.
Yes i'll enunciate it. IM.REPLACING.HER.LG.CRYSTAL.
My first ever birthday in 2 years without my boyfriend.Which i thought was all the way in Sarawak suffering by the torture of the unnecessary national service practice, and havent been replying my msges nor answering my calls for 2 straight days was what exactly made me a whole lot depressed and not very in the mood for my birthday.
I was so desperate that no matter how tired i already was by still trying to accept the fact that the phones gone, i had to get a new sim card right away, living by the hope that he would try calling by midnight. Miss Ashley contributed by lending me her old phone.As i said, i was desperate.
My head was hurting so much with too many things crowding in,and the last thing i was ever excited about was my birthday.
Wanted to ignore any conversation with anybody at the mo so i just locked myself in the room and played counter strike.
The people in my house probably thought i was 'down' about the whole phone incident.I mean yea of course i was since i know its definitely gonna arise bigger than it should, but i really just didnt want to turn eighteen yet.Not that midnight.
Yet they brought me for supper to Pappa Rich. Preveena also joined :)
But thats not all they had in stock for me.
So we decided to sit outside,like we always do.
Ordered the usual/ favorite ROTI BAKAR SUSU :))
lol that rhymed.
Hot waiter took our order.And i hadddd to have a bad hair day la pfsh.
Then i heard this loud ram.Peeped and saw some loser tryna show off with err,WAJA. haha.So i ignored and concentrated on my phone that i've been fiddling for almost an hour to check if there were any text/call from him.
Just as i was fidgeting my phone, this dude walks up to me and says;
Hello Mame, did you order for cupcakes?
Familiar voice, veryyyy familiar.
IT WAS himmm.
OMG.Again, the phone-losing-panicked face.But this time was definitely for a good purpose :) and the loser i meant earlier was martin :) hahaa.
But well obviously he's no loser.I barely get surprised so this is probably the sweeeeeeeeeetest, unforgettable surprise ever in my eighteen years of living.
The credit mostly goes to my sister & my love.I know i didnt look as surprised/happy/grateful as i was supposed to or how you expected me to.But it really meant sooooo much.So much that i cant find the right words to put together to thank ya'll.
I've also gotta thank my both lovely cousins & preveena (my sister's friend) for actually tagging along:)
Oh and also to Martin. HUGE THANK YOU MARTIN :] Not like he's gonna be reading this but i dont wanna miss out anyone.
Yes i wouldnt miss out my bestie of course.Tho she wasnt there, but wtheck SHES ALWAYS THERE, through almost evry good/bad times in my life and helped me put up with it.I would be totally lost without you.No shit :)
& my love.
Tho you put me through hell for not talking 2 days straight, leaving me with crazy thoughts in mind, wondering what you'll be doing evry 5 minutes, and regretting so much for not talking on the phone the day before like the way we had planned to bcs i was so blady tired, i forgive you. :) Love you a wholeee load baby.
And that was how i turned eighteen.
*smile*
31/03/2010
Practially spent the day thanking evryone who wished me on fb :)
