No im not telling what i got!
BUttttt i'll share my moments before i collected it :)
So the day before shobby surprised me by saying she wanted to go to gym in the morn.Im guessing its prolly cause i would be able to meet him before it.
The next morn, which was THEday, i met him at bv2 while bobs went to gym.We had breakfast in this stpd expensive restaurant which the electricity kept going off.
But those 2 hours really managed to make me feel a wholeeeee lot better.
Cause the first thing i thought about in the morn when i woke up is how i used to flunk mostly EVRYTHING.And by the time we were having bfast i was already shaking.Texted mom of how bloody scared i was and she replied thats she's there for me no matter what.
HOW SWEEEEET :) i love her.
Then we ditched the cafe and went to Starbucks *rollseye*.Good thing it was too early for anyone to be there *cough*.We chilled for a bit till he had to leave.And i swear i was shit scared to my bones once he left.And thats when all the stupid negative stuff start to flood my mind.
You knowwww like how i shouldve gave a fck cause it was SPM!
I was already tearing on the way to school.And it got alot worse when i reached school and saw my lovely friends whom i havent seen for quite a while.The first person i hugged and burst out to was my dearestttt Lucinda.Lol.Then i just cried all the way.THATS EXACTLY HOW SCARED I WAS.That nervous feeling which i was supposed to feel like days before today just gathered and took over.pfft.People who passed by probably wouldve thought i failed everything.Haha.
Tania & I took our results together.We were too scared so we just sat out of the hall for abit.Till we gave up and decided to just face it!Kok(my class teacher) is a bitchhhh la.I dnt wanna elaborate. grrr
I was kinda relieved cause i really thought i was gnna flunk it without even getting an A.Tho it was not good enough, i am not that nerdy to think SPM is evrythinggg.My mums ok with it, and thats exactly what i care about.Evryone else can keep their bloody comments to themselves!
Whatev it is,Im definitely certified to join college.
And to a certain fcker,YES MY RESULTS ARE WAYYY GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME TO DO PSYCHOLOGY.Like wtf! I FOR SURE can do what your kids can dreammmm of doing!
Over all, spm results this year was pretty screwed.Cause i know some ppl who totally deserve to have gotten better results.
And baby, you have me :)
I am soooooooooo very proud of you!
