Friday, March 5, 2010 7:47 AM /
to topi reallyyyy have got nothing to write. but i'll just crap anyway :)))
so roshi gave me advice on how my blog should be more colourful, here you go :)
It was not a very good day. blady driving instructor 'forgot' to fetch me. WTHECKKK. i could care less tho, was really not in the mood to be on the wheel yet.my boyfriend wasnt being much've a darling either :( i've been pretty attached to him lately but at the mo, it hasnt been good enough for him.i shall not go on about him, not yet. keep reading for more :p
Since fcker didnt appear, bobs(my sister) had to come all the way back to fetch me.Sooo surprised she wasnt cranky.Thought of wandering arnd bdr puteri to hunt for clothes but was fckin broke.So i just decided to head home instead.
Was just online the whole baldy dayyyy till mom came home.Then the drama starts.
We were talking just fine till she brought something up.WHICH PISSED THE FCK OUTTA ME. i really dont know whyyy but i was sooo blady mad.
I was probably so frustrated cause she hasnt been giving me enough cash to hang out and been really grumpy about it, yet i listened to her and sat at home like a lifeless bitch. Wasting all my precious dayS which were supposed to be spent out somewhere,ANYWHERE like how i planned before SPM.dont think im pathetic, yes i do go out.BUT NOT EVERYDAYYYY. And yea i make it a point to go to Asia Cafe every Thursdays ignoring the fact i'm wasting money by taking a cab. But ITS ESSENTIAL :)
And now that it hit me that results are coming out in a week, which means i've got one fckin week to enjoy.While the rest 3 months just vanished without me even doing what i planned on doing.And so i was frustrated!I had no ideaaaa what i was talking that it made her so emo.I felt fckin badddd to my bones i tell you.I shouldve never did that no matter how gila i was or how i had all the rights to, cause the money she was supposed to be spending on me was out with someone else!grrr. But yea shes been an amazing mom in every single way.and no matter what, she is the most important person in my life& shes been such an inspiration for my sister and I on how shes lived through all the hard times and fought herself through cancer.
The funny part? she drove off to padang cause she needed some time alone and came back in 10 minutes complaining there were too many drug addicts.HAHAHAHA.
I've tried sucking up in every single way but i know her well. Shes exactly like me. We can NEVER GET OVER ANYTHING! so im sure shes gonna bring it up sooner or later(probably even next Thursday *bitesfinger*)
Other than mother drama, Suresh and I just discovered this new food court near my hse with SHISHA!!And like i thought puchong was the only loser place with no shisha.I guess i've gotta change my perception on this place cause its obvious they've finally put some effort in bringing it up.AND NO I CANNOT WAIT FOR THAT SHOPPING MALL NEAR MY HSE TO BE DONE!*bigggsmile*
That would be HEAVEN cause its an exact 5 minutes walk away.and i can finally stop thinking of moving out.
Was supposed to have dinner at Bubba Gump with Alwin and rosh today but losergirl had add math ttn so we'll probably do it tomoro.
I shall probably call him now cause i hanged up and ACTUALLY feel bad.Its crazy how that boy has changed me and i love him so very much for it.And the ppl arnd me may think I've gone mad cause they know how many times i've been a bitch and adamant on breaking up. yet through all those sucky,heartbreaking times I still keep coming back to him cause....to be honest, i dont even know why.Im not sure if we're meant to be.I used to think of it that way but hes gave me all the reasons to prove that wrong.I still love him anyway.
cause after all, HE'S MY WONDER WALL.
